Saturday, December 31, 2016

Crossing Over To A New Year

Samoa, Tonga and Kiritimati (Christmas Island) and part of Kiribati are the first to enter the New Year 2017. At the time of writing this blog, it's 6:21 p.m. (EST) so just a few hours remain for 2016.

This morning I read Exodus 15 when the Israelites crossed the Red Sea to escape the pursing Egyptian army. There may be hard experiences and difficult events of 2016 that can linger after we enter the New Year.

Or we can allow the Lord to re-write a new chapter in our lives. Remember, His mercy is new everyday! And we are renewed by this same mercy.

Moses encouraged the people, "Fear not, stand firm, and see the salvation of the LORD, which he will work for you today. For the Egyptians whom you see today, you shall never see again." (Exodus 14:13 ESV).

God knows how to swallow up those things of the past that try to haunt and taunt us!

And it's the work of the Holy Spirit alone to perform His promises. No resolution we make at the stroke of midnight (or whatever time zone we live in) when the New Year is announced will carry us through 2017. Beloved, if anything 2017 is a year for ever-increasing faith.

No matter how small our faith (like a mustard seed), it's enough to meet whatever challenges await in the year to come. Why? Because we believe God hears and helps us so that at the end of 2017 we have a sure testimony of His faithfulness.

Beloved, we may be ending one year but we are also coming nearer to the end of this age. His return is sooner than we first believed - so meet each day with gratitude and devotion to Him.

I'm certain He will carry us through 2017 on eagle wings.

Saturday, December 24, 2016

Keeping Watch Over You

It says in Luke 2:8-9, "And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid." (KJV).

Of all the people on the earth God chose shepherds to be the first to hear the wonderful announcement of Christ's birth.

He could have announced it in a public gathering with important government in attendance. Or He could have summoned Israel on a special event or festival to break the news.

I believe He selected these men watching over sheep because it was a reminder of an other shepherd long ago who became king. Before David took the throne, he guarded his father's sheep (I Samuel 16:11). He was overlooked and despised by his brothers, a cast away to do the most ill fitting job none of them wanted.

And I believe God is still watching over His word to perform it in our lives. As we begin to close out 2016 we can walk into the new year with confidence. God's word does not alter or fail. We are not in plan B or C or even D. No matter the twists or turns our lives take God is sovereign to call us for His kingdom purposes.

You may be a waitress or a police officer or unemployed. Your family may be whole or in shambles. Friends may be many or you are alone. No matter God knows and understands the impoverished and the neglected. That's why those who seem so little and almost invisible have the greater commission. God only speaks to the humble.

So this Christmas remember the Holy Child - His beginning and remember - He promised to return with all of His angels.

You may be the first to hear the trumpet blast!

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Stepping Into The Storm Of Faith

A snowstorm struck New England. I awoke to the sounds of grinding plows and shovels scraping the sidewalk. Today in the city our church had sectioned off the road to perform Bethlem On Broadway. It was a play that involved actors and audience moving from scene to scene. It included llamas and alpacas along with goats and mini horses placidly eating hay in a fenced off area.

One glance outside the kitchen window and I wanted to go back to bed. Lord, we prayed for clear and warm weather! Did something get lost in the translation?

His words were clear: "Get moving - get dress, and yes, wear a tie." I moved to the shower then to the closet. A tie, I thought, really? The Lord replied, "I see what's under those clothes..." I agreed it was more than what He saw but an attitude of unbelief. I slipped on a pair of boots and a warm coat. My wife and I carefully made our way down a hill to the train station since driving was not safe.

Upon arrival at church, the snow had turned to rain leaving everything in a gray washed out scene of chaos. Staff and volunteers were struggling to assembly everything despite the weather. But later the storm stopped and the sun pierced through the clouds! It actually warmed up! My work was with the prayer ministry to encourage the audience seeking prayer and words of encouragement. The hours went by quickly as we prayed for those in need.

It was getting late when I glanced up at the clear sky. Then I felt His presence stand beside me. "See, you must move those feet - moving forward - advance - despite what you think or believe." I felt small and humbled.

How many times did I want what seemed better only to learn it was the worst thing? But if directed by God what appears to be difficult only leads to a place of rest and faith. A confidence that Peter learned when walking on the water at Jesus' command. Looking down at the stormy sea meant wavering in the strength of faith that kept his feet from sinking.

Beloved, we may need to pass through the valley of the shadow of death or get out of a boat of safety to walk on stormy seas. But if it's of God, He will make everything work out for our good and for His greater purposes.

By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going. Hebrews 11:8 (NIV).

It's not until you step out do you step into the promises of God.

Saturday, December 10, 2016

Love Lifted Me

One of my favorite hymns is "Love Lifted Me" by James Rowe (1865-1933).

I was sinking deep in sin, far from the peaceful shore,
Very deeply stained within, sinking to rise no more,
But the Master of the sea heard my despairing cry,
From the waters lifted me, now safe am I.


This morning I was awaken early to music pounding from downstairs. Last night it was their voices booming through the flooring and later my neighbor's voice along with his company was heard through the living room wall. Some may have read my previous blogs regarding my sensitivity to noise. Added to that difficulty is the problem of scent. A strong (oil based) perfume scent can cause a physical and even physiological reaction which I have encountered more recently at work. These sounds and scents cause a sinking feeling because I don't have control over what people do or what they wear on their skin.

It's moments like these and other times when my stomach tenses from an inner turmoil that I need to lean into Him. I'm reminded of the beloved disciple. John 13:23 says in the Aramaic Bible in Plain English: "But there was one of his disciples who was supported in his bosom, for whom Yeshua had great affection." (John 13:23).

No one but Jesus can comfort and restore peace to a troubled mind. Like Peter who cried when He started sinking into the stormy seas, Jesus will lift us up (Matthew 14:31). Such is the strength of His love to bring us to a place of safety and rest.

Saturday, December 3, 2016

Starting Over

What a wonderful Savior we have in Christ! We can start over again - every moment of every day!

With His quickening power we can move past regret and shame. No longer do we have to be bound to the past or even to the failings of the present. Indeed He makes all things new (Revelations 21:5) and He works all things (both the worst and the best) together for His purpose in our lives (Romans 8:28).

Recently I struggled with a very bad attitude that so often lends itself to a familiar cycle of sin and confession. This is evident of repeatedly saying that I'm sorry and promising to do better. But such a cycle leads to greater frustration and despair.

Then one late night I was reading a devotional that mentioned John 1:12. Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God--" (NIV).

It was in that moment that I realized that no matter my miserable state or poor spiritual condition this one truth remained constant. God through Christ gave me the right (the authority) to be his son.

I went to prayer with this promise that I can call out to Him for help because of this authority - to approach Him as a Father and I His son. This right as a son was not a result of some demands I made from Him. And our relationship was not as a result of human endeavour. The right of sonship was His alone to bestow and sustain.

Oh, beloved what a sweet and tender release from the care of trying to make things right in my own strength and will. I was able to sink down into His presence rather than approach Him with a fleshly intensity of doing better and arguing with Him just how I was going to correct things.

This is my point. Such a revelation does not give a permissive lifestyle of doing whatever we want or please. The understanding of being a son or daughter of God only causes us to love Him more - to revere Him as a loving and kind Father. Most importantly, it brings a freedom that heals our heart so that sin is avoided and we run to Him.

As His sons and daughters we live in a moment by moment experience of being renewed, refreshed and restored.

We can start over again - with that sense of feeling clean. Nothing between us and nothing to hide.

Sparkling new and clean.

The righteous keep moving forward, and those with clean hands become stronger and stronger. Job 17:9 (NLT)

Saturday, November 26, 2016

Wasting Away

I Corinthians 3:17 in the King James Version reads: "If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are."

The word for defile means to waste away - a decomposition of the life of a believer - whenever sin is unchallenged and allowed to remain will only produce rot and death.

Even as mature believers, we are sometimes taken by surprise not so much by the temptations that once seemed so large and impossible to overcome but rather the subtlety of sins that catch us unaware. It can be an attitude of discontent. Harsh words even if judging the circumstance rightly but God sees it otherwise. It can be a cold shoulder. The rolling of the eyes. The mean spirited text or email sandwiched between spiritual words.

Its these finer shades of sin that tell of a deeply rooted problem that is leeching poison into our spiritual immune system. No wonder we are weak, confused or lack peace that passes all understanding!

Lately I've found myself struggling with what I call a winter season of indifference. I just seemed to stop caring about God's people (not something you want to readily confess while serving in a prayer ministry!). This indifference may have many reasons. The church I attend has many visitors from every walk of life so you will encounter those who talk too loudly, text during worship or on occasion answer their cell phone! Ushers are at hand to prevent distractions. We travel a distance to get to the church and walk some twenty minutes through the city which can be wearisome and at times annoying as we have to press through crowds of pedestrians and noisy traffic.

By the time the service ends and I join the prayer team at the front of the church, I'm exhausted and lack the strength or energy to voice a sincere prayer. Two years later I'm still in the ministry and battle some of these finer sins that threaten to poison or outright destroy my spiritual life. More so it has an impact on those who are seeking a prayer of encouragement and comfort.

Whatever keys or resources used in the past to overcome the so called "bigger" sins won't work. Beloved, we are challenged by the Holy Spirit to allow His conviction to work deep in our hearts. We have to be truthful that we can't manage or control our attitudes especially where and how we live constantly reminds us of just how weak we are without Him.

Truth and sincerity I believe are the keys to staying open and honest with God. Lip service of doing better and making promises will fail. Trying to shape or bend truth to our own understanding leads only to a narrow and mean spirited bondage of legalism.

Just speak honestly to God about your struggles. Tell Him your not willing to surrender because it hurts too much. You are afraid that if the walls around the heart should fall, you'll only be wounded more deeply. God already knows what is not spoken. Once you voice your pain and confusion ask for faith to believe that He cares enough to rescue you.

I know for my own spiritual life there is a spring (Song of Solomon 2:11-12). A moment where His love thaws out my chilly attitude and warms me to life again - as I deal honestly with Him - not treacherously or carelessly.

Remember, God is faithful. Always faithful to rebuild and restore not just bodies but wasted years spent in vanity and pride.

Saturday, November 19, 2016

Country Road

One of the most enjoyable activities my wife and I do is take a long drive in the country.

The narrow winding roads are quiet. Depending on the season the trees can be a brilliant verdant or completely stripped when the fall winds and rains shake them free. Today we took such a drive which was unseasonably warm and bright. The autumn air was pungent as we traveled with the windows down. We passed by open fields and turn of the century homes dressed in white washed paint. New England is breath taking during the autumn season.

The apostle Peter describe the believers as pilgrims in a strange land (I Peter 2:11). This Christian life is a journey fraught with blessings and difficulties. Each step of the way we learn more about Christ and become like Him. And with each step we get closer to going home. Such an eternal reality of living with Him forever drives us onward. Psalms 84:5 says "Blessed are those whose strength is in you, in whose heart are the highways to Zion." (ESV).

Like Christian heading toward the Celestial City in The Pilgrim's Progress the Lord sends us comforters - friends who encourage us along the way. David said it well in Psalms 23:6 "Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.(KJV).

When we run out of strength to carry on - mercy lifts us up. We are reminded of His kindness and gentleness. When life seems cold and cruel with the temptation to retreat or take a short cut, goodness meets us. A reminder that God's goodness helped His Son bear the cruel weight of the cross.

Beloved, don't give up. God will help you - right on time - when you falter and fail. This journey is great and hard but together we can walk through this life victorious.

And you might as well smile and enjoy the ride. Just imagine you won't be passing by those same problems and difficulties and your inches away from seeing His beautiful face!

Saturday, November 12, 2016

Triumphant In Dark Times

After a dark and divisive election season, Americans awoke on Wednesday morning to a stunning revelation of who is our next President.

Protests broke out in streets. People wept and suicide hotlines lit up. Even a Canadian website crashed as thousands consider leaving the country. Media outlets covering Tuesday night election was spinning story after story trying to figure out what just happened. How can one candidate win the popular vote but lose the electoral college in which determines the winning outcome. For certain, the thought of making America great was less of a celebration but a moment of depression and fear.

We are living the truth of God's word. He changes times and seasons; he deposes kings and raises up others. He gives wisdom to the wise and knowledge to the discerning. (Daniel 2:21 NIV). The final outcome of this election was God's choosing. Yes, I voted as millions of others but the final say so is His alone. And for that reason we have to believe He remains in control even when we groan when the godless rule (Proverb 29:2).

Before the election, our pastor informed that whatever the outcome we would gather for three days to pray for our new President and the government, including local and city officials. The message is clear. It's time to pray rather than give way to fear and anxiety of which I have felt in these days.

There's this increasing sense we are heading into a storm of our own making. Our country has forgotten the God who birthed this nation and have exchanged lies for truth leaving many confused and angry. The sense of apprehension I have felt is a spiritual shaking from faulty foundations that most of us have come to rest. I believe God will use this season to strengthen the authority of the church to be a voice to lead many to safety and salvation.

Beloved, pray for us. Pray for this great nation to bend its knee to the Maker and Founder of this great country.

If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. 2 Chronicles 7:14)

Saturday, November 5, 2016

Rest For Uneasy Times

Psalms 23:2, David so poetically describes, "He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters (NIV). The verse reminds me when as a child I would lay in an open field and gaze up at the heavens. I'd imagine God leaning over his throne to catch my eyes. I would peer sharply through the clouds perhaps like Stephen who laid dying saw Christ stand to His feet. Once I pretended to be asleep so my father could carry me up stairs and tuck me in bed. I felt so safe and loved in those arms.

And there is a photo of me at 14 years old lying down on a grassy lawn at a Florida mission boot camp waiting for the next directions while others were busy registering. That summer marked a life changing moment when I traveled to Brazil with a team to build a church.

Gone are those childhood moments when the world seemed safe and I felt secure in it.

Today the world in which I live is on edge from terrorism, mass shootings and contentious politicians. Of foreign powers who want to test and launch nuclear warheads. The church is to be our safe haven. But the spiritual leaders of America have done little to help a nation that has broken free from her moorings anchored in God's word. They have accommodated and compromised for some acceptable standing in the world's eye or at best to build their own personal kingdom of sorts.

If anything the American people like myself know little of rest and sense of safety. Just check the shelves where you can buy sleeping medication. It's nearly empty!

I think of Christ asleep during a terrible storm when the disciples accused Him of not caring for their safety. Jesus rebukes the storm and peace is restored (Mark 4:39). Beloved, there will be many storms in our lifetime. But only Christ can bring lasting peace to the turbulent emotional storms. Or when illness rages the body or the heart sinks with dread.

We have this promise no matter the season of our lives or the times we live in. In peace I will lie down and sleep, for you alone, LORD, make me dwell in safety.(Psalms 4:8).

Beloved, God gives us rest for our souls. Ask Him, as I so often do, for rest - a peace that permeates to the depths of soul. We can lay down and rise fully rested because He who never slumbers or rests, watches over us (Psalms 121:4).



Saturday, October 29, 2016

Election

November 8th, Election Day, is just days away. America is going to the polls to cast their vote for the next President. No, I don't intend to make a political statement but rather a spiritual one.

Scripture tells us to "put on therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, longsuffering; (Colossians 3:12 KJV). If ever we needed mercy, kindness, humility and patience it is during this contentious election season and every season in our lives.

The word elect means to be selected out of a deep personal choice. When Jesus selected His disciples He didn't pick the power shakers and movers of the Roman Empire. He called fishermen and a tax collector, including one who would betray Him. Still out of this rough and contentious group the church was born. We can take comfort in God choosing us not for our talents and abilities but what He can do through our weakness and frailties.

So His choice to call you and me is very personal.

And beloved you can count on Him not to throw our sins in public light to shame or demean us. Rather He instills faith in our hearts. Unshakeable confidence in His power to act on our behalf for the good of His great name. Love covers a multitude of sins. So too does His pure and holy love cover us in what can be said our least finest moments!

As the elect of God, we need to pray during this time for all people and for this great nation. The people of God have this power in earthen vessels that is greater than casting a vote - we must also pray. Pray for the candidates. Pray for congress. Pray that God elects those in various parts of the government to be a voice of righteousness and wisdom. God will always have a Daniel or Esther that regardless to their national condition and being in exile, God still moved through these chosen saints.

With God on our side, we are victorious regardless if the Devil demands some recount or recall - God has already cast his ballot in our favor!

The lot is cast into the lap, but its every decision is from the LORD.
Proverbs 16:33 (NIV)



Saturday, October 22, 2016

Halting At The Crossroads

There are places in our heart where our commitment to Christ is sorely tested. Often it comes to no surprise because we are aware of the resistance to submit fully to His will.

So many profess His power and love but when it comes to a particular area we come to a complete stand still. A decision has to be made. All to Him I surrender? Or perhaps just dodge the issue in hopes it will go away? But it never does. The Holy Spirit is faithful to convict and teach us. He shows us a better way of living. And of thinking rightly with a clear and sober mind about sin and righteousness. Still the choice is ours to make.

How much we love Him and how devoted to His cause there is no limits. But when we fail to surrender we greatly limit God's wonderful inner working in our life and blessings that follow.

After the miraculous deliverance from Egypt, Israel crossed the Red Sea and spent nearly forty years in the wilderness. God proved to His people He is faithful to sustain and guide them. He made it clear to them that He alone belongs the power and glory forever. He yearned for His people to possess singleness of mind and heart. Even after crossing the Jordan and taking over the Promise Land we find Joshua in his later years saying, "throw away the foreign gods that are among you and yield your hearts to the LORD, the God of Israel." (Joshua 24:23 NIV)

Imagine victory after victory and still God's people secretly clung to idols. How many believers are emotionally and spiritually unfaithful to God because in times of stress or distress they retreat to the familiar and comfortable. I'm learning in the most trying times to press into God for help. Nothing blesses Him more than a simple humble prayer that acknowledges He alone can save and deliver.

May we say, "Asshur shall not save us; we will not ride upon horses: neither will we say any more to the work of our hands, Ye are our gods: for in thee the fatherless findeth mercy." (Hosea 14:3 KJV).

Beloved it's not easy to let go of old habits of responding to difficult circumstances but when we do there is a peace that floods our soul. At least we can sleep well at night knowing we did not turn back to sinful practices but put our hands into His own - trusting Him alone. And as we sleep I can only imagine our loving Father smiling back at us - "I'll help you. I'm for you not against you."

Saturday, October 15, 2016

Plague of Gnats

It says in Exodus 8:17 that "Aaron stretched out his hand with the staff and struck the dust of the ground, gnats came on people and animals. All the dust throughout the land of Egypt became gnats." Another word used for gnats is lice. What ever the insect it came in a swarm and caused great irritation to both livestock and people.

And that is what a spiritual gnat is - a spirit of agitation.

In every day life we encounter things or people that can agitate us. Sometimes people tend to "buzz" around our space. They are in constant motion. They are restless and constantly find ways to interrupt. While we can manage some of these irritants what goes on in the heart is something else. Only God can help us. After a while those gnats of irritation can get under the skin and cause a bad reaction.

I can only "swat" away those irritations for so long before I feel overwhelmed. When someone has pushed my buttons or cross those unspoken lines more than once I find myself with a bad attitude. Sometimes I get outright rude and angry.

What followed the plague of gnats was a plague of flies. Recall that Satan is called Beelzebub, the prince of demons, also called the lord of the flies (first mentioned in 2Kings 1:2-3,6,16, also Luke 11:15). Beloved, small things matter. A slight irritation if not brought under the Lordship of Christ can be an invitation to a larger more demonic invasion of black flies - carriers of disease and illness. It's been noted that house flies are strongly suspected of transmitting at least 65 diseases to humans, including typhoid fever, dysentery, cholera, poliomyelitis, yaws, anthrax, tularemia, leprosy and tuberculosis (Penn State College of Agricultural Studies).

We have a choice to make. Just as God made a clear distinction between His people and the Egyptians (Exodus 8:23) to the impact of the plagues so too we must choose forgiveness. We must choose life. Otherwise, we will needlessly suffer and our spiritual life will wither on the Vine.

It is not easy to make a choice of releasing an offense or carrying it. But that is why we need His grace to pray. Grace to walk away rather than asserting our rights.

Greater strength and healing is ours when we leave the injustice to a just God.

Saturday, October 8, 2016

Trapped

Have you ever felt trapped?

The walls in your home seem to close in around you. A place that should make you feel safe and restful becomes a prison of sorts. There is no relief at work though you are busy and distracted by many activities. You feel pressed up against the wall with looming deadlines. Negative conversations from co-workers seem to corral you into a tight corner. It's like vultures circling over head just waiting for you to drop dead. You try to read the Word of God but this unexplainable fear grips your stomach and you can't even cry out for help. You long for a place of freedom. A place to breathe. Any past victories seem to have faded from memory and you can't recall a moment of joy.

David was on the run from King Saul only to find himself in more fearful place - he was trapped. He faced the king of Achish who was a Philistine warlord. Remember David had killed their champion Goliath. Overwhelmed and trapped David decided to feigned madness. In I Samuel 21:13 it says, "So he pretended to be insane in their presence; and while he was in their hands he acted like a madman, making marks on the doors of the gate and letting saliva run down his beard." Insanity was considered a fearful condition in those days so they quickly tossed him out. David then found himself in a more constricted space. He retreated to a cave in Adullam.

There in that fortress like place he wrote Psalm 142, a prayer in his lowest hour. He writes in verse 7: "Set me free from my prison, that I may praise your name. Then the righteous will gather about me because of your goodness to me." (NIV).

Only God can deliver us from our madness and the terrible sense of being confined and constricted to live freely for Him. Beloved, if you are bound by a sinful habit or find yourself in a cave of despair and gloom - there is One who rose from the dead to quicken us to life again. Just as He called out Lazarus by name - so too we will find freedom if we respond to His wooing. We have this promise in Job 36:16 that says, "He is wooing you from the jaws of distress to a spacious place free from restriction, to the comfort of your table laden with choice food." (NIV).

Freedom will always begin by thanking Him before the walls fall and we are set free from our prison. So thank Him and watch as His light pierces the darkest places in our lives to lead us out into a broad and spacious place (Psalms 18:19).

Saturday, October 1, 2016

Boarding Pass

Recently I have had the opportunity to travel on business to the west coast three times on various airlines. True to all airlines is the requirement for a boarding pass to fly.

The pass can be sent electronic or paper. It serves as a receipt for the flight you purchased. The boarding pass has important information on it like date and time, gate and boarding time. And most importantly it serves in going through airport security.

You may say the boarding pass for the five foolish virgins was the oil in their lamps but they just took their lamps (luggage) and found themselves locked out of the feast (Matthew 25:3).

Before a boarding pass is issued you have to check in or confirm with airlines since things can change. Likewise in 2 Peter 1:10 it says, Therefore, my brothers and sisters, make every effort to confirm your calling and election. For if you do these things, you will never stumble,and you will receive a rich welcome into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ." (NIV).

Beloved, this is not our home. We are in transient to a more glorious place. We take nothing with us - so this is a baggage free flight - except the lives that we have touched with the gospel.

We must daily read His word and pray to confirm our calling and assure our hearts we are heaven bound. God purchased our eternal life through His Son so we are seated in heavenly places. Your seat (position) is sure and your calling confirm. The Lord has made a way to pass from death to life. It's time for take off!





Saturday, September 24, 2016

Whatever You Ask Will Be Done

The Lord appeared to Solomon and said, "Ask for whatever you want me to give you." (2 Chronicles 1:7 NIV). The newly appointed king asked for wisdom to govern a nation.

Likewise Jesus says, "You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it." (John 14:14). However, the Lord continues, "If you love me, keep my commands." (verse 15).

We should never measure our requests by how easy or hard or foolish or wise it may sound but simply make it known to Him. As we obey Him out of love, He will instruct our hearts regarding the things we desire. He has the final say in answering our prayers.

From personal experience, it seemed there was so much to ask that I didn't know where to start. Other times the requests were so personal that I felt embarrassed even to ask. Why bother a big and busy God with that need? As I matured in grace to understand more of His heart, my prayers shifted to His kingdom's cause - salvation for friends or family - nations in need of the gospel or a local church community struggling.

Recently, I asked more of His Spirit in my life. He promised the Holy Spirit without measure (John 3:34). More of His Spirit to pray and read the Scriptures in a passionate devotion. More of His power to fear Him. And greater strength from His Spirit to love Him fully. I believe these are the prayers God yearns to answer because they are rooted in His promises.

I discovered the more I prayed globally far beyond my narrow sphere of desires and needs the more enriching was my communion with the Lord. It matters not that I may never know how effectual my prayer but that I obeyed His prompting to pray His heart's desire. After all prayer is a dialogue not a monologue - He can interrupt and ask me anything and everything.

Lastly, when we pray His promises to be known in the lives of others the need that seems so pressing and so often pivots our prayers is put into right perspective.

And sometimes we just stop asking Him because we are so satisfied to pray His heart's desire for others. His Presence is all that matters when He speaks to us so clearly and dearly.

Saturday, September 17, 2016

Bitter or Better?

Jesus warned we will be offended (Luke 17:1). Believers of Jesus Christ are an opposed people. The world, the Devil and even our own flesh is offended by the gospel of Jesus Christ - it requires a lifestyle of sacrifice, surrender and submission to His sovereign will - every moment of everyday.

We don't do whatever we feel because we love and live for Him. So a believer who is sincere and walking honestly before God is offensive to the ungodly and worldly minded. Even in our weakness and failures, we demonstrate forgiveness and patience because the Holy Spirit empowers us to make right choices.

From personal experience, the offenses that I've experienced had little to do with an opposition to the gospel. Rather my offenses were minor scrapes and slights from loved ones, bad attitudes, cross and unfeeling words spoken and misunderstandings.

While some things are important and carried a weight of an emotional investment, it was a far cry from the offense Christ bore on the cross. He was innocent of all trumped up charges made against Him. It was love that held Him fast to the cross - suspended between heaven and earth - bearing the full weight of all our sins. Christ was the offended party and we were the cause of the offense through our sin and disobedience.

In light of all this I asked the Lord to remove such folly and sting of past offenses from my heart. Namely, I wanted to be right with Him in those hidden places in my heart where I may be offended by God. Questions not answered. Prayers delayed. Unexplained pain. Why things go from bad to worse in my family after so many have prayed?

When I understand He owes me nothing. That He's under no obligation to do anything for me or explain Himself rather out of His goodness and kindness, He has shown me great mercy. And from that place of mercy I can know freedom to grow better not bitter in my relationship with God. It's enough He loves me. It's enough to know I belong to Him and He will not abandon me. Then from that place I can release any personal and relational offenses much easier - though painful and at times it can be a struggle.

Beloved, we have supernatural grace from God to grow better in Him. Simply ask Him for greater grace, greater love and power to deliver you from any bitter root. His grace is always sufficient.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

A Gray Crown Of Wisdom

Proverbs 16:31 says "Gray hair is a crown of splendor; it is attained in the way of righteousness." (NIV).

The keynote speaker at a men's conference today was a 74 year old man who controls a hundred year old family business. He spoke of how God helped him use his business to reach the lost. Through the years he learned to trust God and rely on His wisdom to guide his personal and business affairs. As a result, his company and personal life were not only enriched but he became well known in the business community as a caring and kind man.

Later our pastor (who himself is turning 63) reminded us of Hebrews 13:7, "Remember your leaders, those who have spoken God's word to you. Think about the impact of their lives, and imitate their faith (ISV).

For a generation driven by youthfulness and beauty the mandate to respect and follow the example of the aged believer is crucial for our own maturity in the faith. In the end, we ourselves will become gray haired and aged - but will our crown be marked by wisdom or by folly?

Timothy lived by the command found in Exodus 20:12. Apostle Paul observed this by saying, "I am reminded of your sincere faith, which first lived in your grandmother Lois and in your mother Eunice and, I am persuaded, now lives in you also." (2 Timothy 1:5 NIV).

As I near my 48th birthday I've become aware of the widening gap from my generation (at the end of 1960s) to this present time. I'm surprised how many children are communicating through cell phones and other devices but when speaking to their parents or other authority figures - their words verge on the borders of being rude and dismissive. There's been something lost to how we conduct a civil conversation instead of texting with choppy words pasted with emoticons!

Those who honor their parents have a promise that it will go well with them (Ephesians 6:2). Today's investment in respect and honor means when we are old and feeble - gray haired - God promises that in our own hour of weakness He will take care of us. Even if our parents were cruel and abusive God gives us the grace to forgive them in our hearts (yes, even if they had died) - by releasing the offense to God we honor His word and He in turn honors His promise.



Saturday, September 3, 2016

On Bullshead Road

Last weekend my wife and I drove over an hour to attend a country fair. The Saturday morning looked promising. The weather was cool and the skies clear and bright. Just as we were making a turn on a country road, our car suddenly died.

The afternoon was terrible. Our car was towed twice after an auto body shop said they couldn't do the repairs which they believed was the distributor. It took nearly four hours to return home by taxi, train and bus. Two days later we got a call from the 2nd auto shop who informed us it will need to go to another shop up the street. Today one week later we took a two hour bus trip and taxi to the third auto shop to pick up our car. And to pay a hefty bill.

Through the tedious and expensive process I couldn't shake the name of the road where our car had died. Bullshead Road. It was as if the Lord was directly speaking to a stubborn and bullheaded place in my heart. A place where the borders of my trust in Him often fail and I go into survival mode. A place where I grind my teeth and complain that God somehow left us on a country road to figure how we were to make it home.

The truth of the matter was throughout the whole journey God placed people in our path to re-assure and comfort us - though they did not know the hand of God was moving them to respond kindly and respectfully. I must confess that trusting God in the ordinary and the mundane isn't always easy but I'm learning to be thankful for what is known and unknown about the providence of God.

The Lord said about His people, "For Israel is as obstinate as a stubborn cow. Can the LORD now shepherd them like a lamb in an open meadow?" (Hosea 4:16, Holman Christian Standard Bible).

All God wanted from me was willingness to release the burden and hold tightly to His hand to lead us home. But I couldn't let go of my smart phone as I anxiously searched the web and dialed frantically for help!

Beloved, we can dig our heels into the ground and remain on Bullshead Road or we can allow God to carry us (much like a tow truck) to a place where He repair our hearts. It requires a simple yes on our part. Yes, God lead me. Yes, God I will trust you - though I can't stand this circumstance. Yes, God I will remember you are for me and not against me.

I don't know about you...but I don't want to ever visit Bullshead Road, again. Spiritually or otherwise.

Saturday, August 27, 2016

The Price of Disappointment

The Scriptures tells us hope deferred makes the heart sick (Proverbs 13:12).

Deferred means drag or delay. How many prayers for our loved ones seem to drag on for years with little or no evidence of any positive change? In fact, it seems that relationships only go from bad to worse. Still we cling to the promise that God heard us the first time (so long ago) and will act as He so determines. Other times it appears that a portion of our prayers are answered while other important pieces seem delayed or even forgotten over time.

The price of disappointment is a sickened heart often weighed down by layers of unbelief. It's those layers of one frustrating moment after another that makes us weary and even suspicious of any good thing that might happen. Many efforts are made to bring about our own answer but it fails. Prayers are shouted and whispered. We almost become a pagan babbling and muttering in a repetitious fashion in hopes that God will move on our behalf.

Then there's that terrible wall of silence. No resounding voice from heaven. Even the hissing of the devil seems to have stopped accusing us - which is another tactic - as if to say we are all alone. God has abandoned us to our own devices. The Psalmist says in his time of greatest need his prayer returned to his bosom (Psalm 35:13). It's a terrible thing to to hear the sound of your own voice praying words that seem shallow and lifeless. Gone is any passion and longing in believing God is listening (or even cares to listen).

Beloved, when the waves of disappointment mount and threatened to drag us into the deep sea we have to remember Jonah's prayer. He said, "To the roots of the mountains I sank down; the earth beneath barred me in forever. But you, LORD my God, brought my life up from the pit. When my life was ebbing away, I remembered you, LORD, and my prayer rose to you, to your holy temple." (Jonah 2:6-7 NIV).

Even in the deepest and darkest pit of despair, we must believe God will help us. He alone can lift us up and out of the miry clay and set our feet on a solid rock (Psalms 40:2). Remember faith is not measured by what we see or understand in the natural. Often times God works quietly and behind the scenes - He's working all things for our good - even when we see no evidence to our prayers.

Lord, refresh our hope in the promises that You are for us and not against us. Help us to be at rest when our souls are frantic to see and understand when things don't go well. You are in control. You are sovereign. You care for us. The love You have for us will not change and nothing can take us out of your hands. Restore unto us once more the joy of our salvation! With such joy, break every chain in the name of Jesus from the spirit of dread, despair and despondency that weighs us down! Let your light so flood our souls that no darkness can cloud our vision and steal our strength. Amen.


Saturday, August 20, 2016

Thankful

I looked across the room to my carry on bag near the door. My ride to the airport would be here in a few minutes. I breathed a prayer. God, I need wisdom. I'm afraid that I don't understand everything that is being asked of me.

This was my second trip out West but this time the project that I've been asked to join would be more intense. It required understanding my role in greater depth especially how it impacts the over all process that we were asked by managers, directors and AVPs to stream line.

The first day was a short meeting leaving the rest of the day open. I believe the Lord used a call from manager the day before to ask about a process that one of the teams was using and it proved successful. So I spent the entire afternoon speaking to key individuals, taking notes and reporting my findings back to the manager in New York.

The next day as we were mapping the process an entire task was devoted to the process I only learned last night. I was excited and think I may have surprised others in the room. I understood when the report was generated and the maker of the report. I explained how the process worked and what the expectations were of the claims examiner. I also warned of a defect in the process should there be a delayed response to the report.

At the end of the day I was so thankful to the Lord that He knew what I needed before walking into the meeting. He supplied what I prayed days ago for an answer I could not have anticipated.

And this was the lesson I felt the Lord speak to my heart. Be thankful. It was a call to come back to Him time and time again throughout the day and say to Him, "Thank you." We are instructed to present our requests with thanksgiving (Philippians 4:6) not in a complaining attitude.

Of all the ten lepers only one came back to say thank you. How God's heart is moved when one turns around to look Him in the eyes to say, "I'm so grateful for all You have done." I believe that when we are thankful our faith is increased in a God who can do all things even in the most difficult and trying circumstances.

God will never fail to come through for His people.

So are we willing to offer Him a sacrifice of thanksgiving? Much of our promise of deliverance and freedom is hinged on lips of gratitude.

...the sounds of joy and gladness, the voices of bride and bridegroom, and the voices of those who bring thank offerings to the house of the LORD, saying, "Give thanks to the LORD Almighty, for the LORD is good; his love endures forever." For I will restore the fortunes of the land as they were before,' says the LORD. (Jeremiah 33:11 NIV)


Saturday, August 13, 2016

Go To Hebron

We read in I Samuel 27 that David and his company moved to Gath, a Philistine city, to flee from King Saul. Gath as you recall is the birth place of Goliath whom David killed. David lived a year and four months in the enemy's territory (verse 7). During this time, David and his men raided the land and lied to the Philistine king saying he had attacked southern Judah. This embolden the king to believe David was his ally since he was raiding his own people.

David was tired from running around the desert with an insane king at his heels. He was in survival mode and operated in his own strength. It's telling of his reasoning to live side by side with the enemy just to escape another enemy. During this time it's not recorded that God spoke directly to David or David spoke to God until the city of Ziklag where he lived was destroyed.

But still God was in control of David's every step to the throne as a shepherd king.

On the day the Philistines were ready to launch an attack on Israel (the same battle which killed King Saul and his sons) David was turned back (chapter 29). God used the rejection of Philistines princes not only to preserve his life but also to prevent him from being part of a coalition that would destroy King Saul, God's anointed king.

When David returned to Ziklag the city was completely destroyed (30:1-3). Sometimes God must destroy the places were we often run for relief and comfort. Sometimes in our exhaustion and weariness we will act or do things for a moment's relief. We compromise and negotiate with the enemy for a little peace at the altar of convenience. These same places become strongholds - an argument - to why we won't move forward with the call of God on our lives. One reason is that we draw the anger of the enemy. Why risk being a target when it's safer inside our own walled city?

It says David encouraged himself in the Lord and at His direction won a great victory in recovering all that was stolen (30:18-19). Following the death of Saul, David enquires of the Lord before moving back to Judah. In 2 Samuel 2:1 God tells him go to Hebron.

Hebron means alliance or friend. Here is where Abraham buried his wife after buying the land. Caleb took down the giants after Joshua divided the land. Here David is anointed as king and ruled for seven years before moving to Jerusalem. I believe the word that God has for His people is to get up and go to Hebron. That spiritual place that returns us back to a covenant relationship when all our efforts and alliances on worldly things are broken from holding us back. We as a people of God must come back to that promised land having moved outside the enemy's ground to a place where Abraham the friend of God once walked. So too God is speaking to His people to be His faithful friend just as He always has been to us.

It's time to come back to Hebron. It's time to "unfriend" the world (or God will do it for us) and be a friend of God. Our allegiance to Him must be pure and unfettered by worldly pursuits. To do so takes His grace to walk in the Spirit of unity where our hearts are undivided and our devotion strong and sweet.

Oh, Lord bring us out of a place of compromise to Hebron where our friendship with God is restored!

Saturday, August 6, 2016

Quiet Acknowledgement

I returned home from a business trip last night. We have been married twenty-two years so it was the first time we had been separated for more than two days. At the end of week, I was exhausted but decided the next morning to take a short road trip to make up the time we missed.

The New England weather was picture perfect on a hot August afternoon. When we were rounding a hill when we heard a noise on the left side of the car. After we parked the car we spotted the left tire on the driver's side was nearly flat. We found a service station that inspected the tire and then noticed our state inspection sticker was expired. We were informed it could result in a ticket if a police officer was to pull us over. Our registration could be impacted. So the station did both the inspection and repaired the leaking tire.

My wife said quietly, "Perhaps the flat tire was a way of God telling us to take care of the inspection." I agreed. The sticker was completely forgotten since we drive less these days. It seemed that along the entire journey His hand was present. Our tire didn't blow out on the country road. We found a service station close by and we were still able to enjoy our afternoon. We didn't pray about this issue other than a prayer for safety as we usually do when we travel. Still God acknowledged us in our time of need when we didn't even know a need was about to present itself!

I think of Ruth in the Old Testament. It's not recorded in the Scriptures that she prayed though I believe she was a praying woman who learned from her mother-in-law. But still her spoken and unspoken desires became realized when she married Boaz and was brought into a covenant relationship - not only of marriage but the Jewish nation itself - ultimately the very lineage of Jesus Christ.

What matters the most is that we acknowledge God first (Proverbs 3:6) above all our wants, needs and desires. When we acknowledge Him we are really submitting to His desires and His design (or plan) for our lives. Something I believe Ruth quietly learned when she returned to Naomi's homeland. We acknowledge or confess that He matters. His heart and thoughts are greater and higher than our own. Then He makes our paths straight. As in our case, the car tire was repaired and properly inflated to take us straight home.

Beloved, be encouraged God acknowledges you - where you live and how you live- just breath His name. Say to Him aloud while on your bed at night. You are with me. Immanuel God with us. And you will find a deep abiding peace flow over you because the Prince of Peace acknowledges you.



Saturday, July 30, 2016

Confronting The Stranglehold Of Self-Pity

Self-pity is the excessive posturing that you have suffered more than anyone else and so you are entitled to feel sorry for yourself. Though self-pity is a narrow, downward view of self, it will seek the pity of others to side with your argument that you were unfairly treated. You could say self-pity is much like an overgrown weed that will strangle and constrict a life.

Empathy not pity should move our heart to take action just as God does at the plight of those suffering.

We have the example of the invalid (the original word means without strength) at the pool of Bethesda for some thirty-eight years (John 5:5). The Lord asked the man a simple question. Do you want to be well? (5:6). It was a simple yes or no question but the man gave him a reason to why he was still in his weakened condition.

Pity never moves us to faith but to fatalism. And self-pity will shift the blame and reasonability onto someone else. The man blamed others for blocking him in receiving his rightful healing (5:7).

But he missed the entire point - it was not his helplessness that was at issue but disbelief in the power of God to act on his behalf. Faith will always see Christ as the Son of God not only the Son of Man. Pity can blind the eyes to only focus on the natural not the supernatural. What others did not do to help this weakened man God was more than willing to heal. Remember His power is perfected in our weakness.

That is why Jesus commanded him to get up. To break the stranglehold of self-pity means we have to stand on the promises of God regardless to what we think or feel.

Recently I was invited on a business trip for a company project. It meant visiting a city that represented some very dark times in my life. This was a place marked by much foolishness and self-pity. Now, when I go back the Lord has commanded me don't view it as I did in times past. Rather confronting the stranglehold requires seeing through the eyes of God's rich mercy. He was merciful to me back then in the depths of my foolishness and sin. He is here now to walk those same streets with a glad heart.

Beloved, if your heart is heavy from some injustice or pain done to you - release it into His hands. Take a moment to pour out your heart to Him. Let the tears flow. Then rise to your feet and stretch out your hands. Begin to thank Him for His care and kindness. Thank Him that He will deal justly with the issue. Worship will always swallow up self-pity and move your feet to dance in freedom!

Saturday, July 23, 2016

Eyes Full Of Light

Minutes before Samson's death, he prayed: "O Lord GOD, remember me, I pray thee, and strengthen me, I pray thee, only this once, O God, that I may be at once avenged of the Philistines for my two eyes." (KJV).

Samson was gifted with supernatural strength to lead Israel into victory against the enemies of God but was overtaken by an inward enemy of lust. In the end, his eyes were gouged out by the enemy. The very eyes that were consumed from straying glances and sexual behavior. Rather than being in the house of God beholding His glory (Psalms 27:4) he was in the temple of Dagon where he was the center of mockery and ridicule.

I believe in this present generation which relies heavily on the visual has impacted the church. We have become a people who are ever perceiving but not seeing clearly through the eyes of faith. Our vision has become narrow and constricted to the temporal and the external. While the greater and higher plans of God are lost to what is seen in front of us. As result, faith which is the evidence of things unseen (Hebrews 11:1) has turned to something akin to fatalism. That is to say we believe only what we see and our faith leans on the pillars of human reasoning.

Apostle Paul's prayer to the Ephesians is a cry for the church today. He prayed, "The eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that ye may know what is the hope of his calling, and what the riches of the glory of his inheritance in the saints" Ephesians 1:18 KJV).

Beloved, we must allow the Holy Spirit to search and weigh our hearts - every intent, motive and ambition - no matter how good and proper it may appear. Jesus warns, "Your eye is the lamp of your body. When your eyes are healthy, your whole body also is full of light. But when they are unhealthy, your body also is full of darkness." (Luke 11:34 NIV).

Recently the Lord is dealing with various hidden attitudes in my heart - toward people, events, memories etc. I'm learning that if the attitude and the poisonous root hidden below the surface is not addressed it will decrease the light in my life and my eyes will become dim if not darkened. My vision of Christ becomes degraded and muted. No longer can I see clearly the glorious work of Christ in my brothers or sisters. Otherwise, I can be fixed on difficult and sometimes unpleasant transformation process of a man or woman becoming more like Him.

Let's press into Him so our hearts remain clean and clear. It means our eyes will be full of light and life.

Those who look to him are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame. Psalms 34:5.







Saturday, July 16, 2016

There's Always Something!

Recently a man repairing our internet cable said to himself, "There's always something!" He had to make another trip to his van for something important to complete the work.

I stopped short thinking over our recent move. We had faced so many roadblocks and hindrances that I found myself saying those same words. I considered my job with system issues and the demands of reports and projects. At every turn there was distractions and interruptions. At time the customers can be very difficult eating into precious time with long stories or storming the line to vent their disappointment. Even while writing this blog entry my laptop suddenly crashed and I had to reboot!

The Holy Spirit spoke to my heart about a hidden attitude behind those words. There's always something! Whenever I spoke that phrase it was a complaint that nothing seemed to go right in my life. And that complaint was directed to the Lord as an accusation. If He's so sufficient then why do I lack so much? With such an attitude, my tone turns bitter and acidic. My lips tend to twist from the sheer frustration of yet another issue or problem. Why can't I catch a break! Why does my life seem to attract drama!

The Lord's antidote was simple. Recall His acts of mercy. The many times He had forgiven (and continues to do so) and times He has comforted and helped me. When I turned my mind back to the goodness of God then the bad attitude soon gave way to a heart of gratitude that God is my everything and so much more - even in my worst condition.

He brought to my mind Psalms 59:10 that says, "The God of my mercy shall prevent me: God shall let me see my desire upon mine enemies." (KJV). God in His rich mercy has often answered our prayers in advance to prevent a need or want from even existing! Even when things go wrong the truth remains that God hears and helps those who call upon Him in their times of distress.

Who knows those difficult things that we encounter is God "preventing" us or redirecting us away from something destructive or hurtful. If anything He always makes something beautiful out our lives!

Saturday, July 9, 2016

Spirit Of Lawlessness

I Thessalonians 2:7 says "For the secret power of lawlessness is already at work; but the one who now holds it back will continue to do so till he is taken out of the way." (NIV). As believers we have this comfort that God is in control and remains so until the appointed time of His return. We are truly nearing the end of what has been called the last days!

As a nation we have witnessed this dark spirit animating a man filled with anger and hatred to kill and maim those in a bar. Sadly, we saw it played out in the streets of Dallas when police officers were killed. Recently CNN reported that Chicago had 2,000 victims of gun violence this year alone.

This violent and angry spirit is the same in Revelation 12:12 that says "Therefore rejoice, you heavens and you who dwell in them! But woe to the earth and the sea, because the devil has gone down to you! He is filled with fury, because he knows that his time is short." The enemy understands he's constrained by the Holy Spirit but will make every effort to use the weakness of human flesh to move them to destroy others.

Because such a spirit exists it does not excuse a person to do whatever they please - in whatever god or cause - they claim supports their actions. One day we will all stand before God and give Him an account. For some that will be a fearful day but for the believer it will a pleasure and delight to see Him face to face.

And this is my point. As a nation that has broken free from the moorings that once anchored us to decency and respect - as believers we must keep our eyes on God and His purpose. It's easy to get locked in on this tumultus and fearful moment only to miss that God is still at work in our lives and in the church. His purposes are higher and greater. God will not be deterred or stopped by madmen or governments that dismiss Him.

His sovereignty over governments and nations and peoples should cause us to be at rest. Trust Him. God is good and just and for the wrongs committed - He will help us not become bitter and angry. He will vindicate and put it right - as He determines - we must lean into Him and stay close to His heart.

Saturday, July 2, 2016

Thank You!

My wife and I finished moving a day ago. We were exhausted from moving furniture, boxes and bags of clothes. We raced against the clock to return our rented cargo van. So we unpacked our belongings and quickly put them against a nearby fence.

I didn't coordinate leaving the car at the rental agency so we walked back home. When I turned the corner of our street there was this strong impression to run down the hill to our apartment. A man had loaded two of our belongings into his car!

Then we struggled through the last day of the week to catch up with our demanding workload. On Saturday I opened the Bible to read a Psalms of thanksgiving. I praised Him for several minutes for His goodness and kindness. When I went to work a key program was not working. I buried my head in my hands grumbling but then stopped short. I made a choice to thank Him though the anxiety and panic was rising. I was so far behind that it was getting more difficult to keep pace. I was out of strength. My attitude to care was quickly fading.

When we can offer praise whenever we have failed or find ourselves in an uncomfortable circumstances - this pleases God more than trying to get ourselves out of it. These are what I call "teachable moments" when God wants to draw our attention to how we should respond when the pressure and heat intensifies. He has an answer if we are willing to thank Him for it before He makes a way through the problem (Isaiah 43:16-19).

Psalms 100 is like a medicine for a bad attitude - read, mediate and practice worship with these beautiful words. It will change both your attitude and altitude (you won't feel so low).


Psalm 100
A psalm. For giving grateful praise.

1 Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth.
2 Worship the Lord with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.
3 Know that the Lord is God.
It is he who made us, and not we ourselves;
we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.
4 Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.
5 For the Lord is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generations.


(BibleGateway NIV)





Saturday, June 25, 2016

Out Of the Prison Of Unforgiveness

Forgiveness is a deep human and spiritual need to set things right. We live in a broken and sin-fallen world. That means we are almost guaranteed to be offended. And in turn we ourselves will offend sometimes unintentionally and at other times we act deliberately to wound. The object of our offense are often those who are the closest to us. Family, friends and co-workers.

True forgiveness requires the power and grace of Christ. It's not something that comes naturally especially if the offense is something so grievous and horrific. Even Peter asked how many times he was to forgive his brother to which Jesus replied seventy times seven (Matthew 18:22). The Lord was not giving a mathematical equation as if forgiveness was reduced to some workable formula by human endeavor.

Simply put, forgiveness is humanly impossible and much more difficult when a "brother or "sister" offends us. Family members knows us the best and can push our buttons to make us react badly.

Beloved, for the believer forgiveness is not optional. We are commanded to forgive regardless to what we feel about the person or to the measure of the offensive act committed against us. If we don't forgive we will find our selves imprisoned in a tormenting spiritual condition (Matthew 5:26). Let's be clear. Forgiveness is by no means to lessen the pain or dismiss the consequences of someone's offensive act.

We must believe God is judge of the all earth (Genesis 18:25) and is just in all His ways. He will deal with those who have deeply hurt us - yes, even for those who are still recovering from painful offenses.

When we chose to forgive we stand with Christ who forgave us - freely and with no condition - and from that position we can extend forgiveness as the Lord directs to those who offended us. My wife tells me when she became a Christian the Lord instructed her to forgive her father. So she wrote a letter to him. Whatever the response or reaction from him was not her goal but a freedom from the angry and pain that bound her heart. At last she was free to speak his name without bitterness and free to pray for him.

Forgiveness requires a sacrifice of human will and strength. It's not in us to forgive but with His power we can know a deep abiding freedom when we say goodbye to a prison of unforgiveness. And like Paul and Silas beaten and bound in prison chose to worship rather than nurse their offenses. Their chains broke off, the ground shook and the prisoners were set free. Even the jailer and his household accepted Christ as Lord.

Saturday, June 18, 2016

If You Love Me

I sat for several long minutes trying to keep my mind focused on reading a chapter in Ephesians. Just then the word power caught my attention. I prayed for strength to focus. I prayed for power to over ride my feverish mind.

There was so much going on with a moving company showing up in a couple of hours to quote a price for our move. The apartment we are moving into has been slow in finalizing a move in date and other information to make the transition smoother. My thoughts turned to work. Yesterday I received an email from my manager that an auditor found documentation errors with a special account that I will need to correct. I felt upset and low. The week had proven to be overwhelming when a co-worker took medical leave. Then I thought of tomorrow. Sunday didn't promise rest. There was ministry obligations and a class to attend at church.

Then the Lord broke through my stormy and turbulent thoughts. If you love me...keep my commandments. The gears in my head suddenly stopped by a startling question. It was not how much God loved me or even why He would love me but how much do I love Him?

Past all the pressures and activities of the day what remains is a steady and consistent love for Him.

John 14:15 says, "If you love me, keep my commands." (NIV). The word keep means to guard. Just as Psalmist writes, "I have hidden your word in my heart that I might not sin against you." (NIV) Holding fast to His word means prevention of sin and all that follows when sinning against God.

Beloved, God gives us power to keep and sustain His revealed word to our hearts. To each life that He is transforming, He speaks truth regarding issues that keep us from giving our full love and devotion to Him. Such words are personal and intimate for each individual. The choice is to cherish those words that will bring life and freedom. Our faith grows and love for Him only deepens when we chose to obey.

We live in a day where Christians are now defining change or transformation as relevant to what makes them feel comfortable or what they can or can not accept to be true. God's love demands our very souls. Again, the question is not that God loves us but our devotion to Him.

I confessed to Him that I've grown distant, cold and was living with a "survivalist" attitude. Let's just get through this day !

True love for God makes us fearless and bold - an overcomer - because God's power flows through and from an obedient heart. Ask God to warm your heart to life again - these days are quickly fading - and we need to spend each moment loving Him with a reckless abandonment, even if life is not good and things go wrong.

Saturday, June 11, 2016

God Is Real

We read in 2 Thessalonians 2:3 says, "Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition;" (KJV).

Another word for falling away is apostasy. I believe once devoted saints can be baited by a well-crafted lie of the devil. A lie that dismisses the reality of God. Whatever can be touched or handled or seen is real. God is Spirit so we can't see Him (though He is evident in the lives He changes and His glory found in nature) so the material becomes empirical to how we shape our reality.

It was the same attitude in Noah's generation. Luke 17:27 warns, "People were eating, drinking, marrying and being given in marriage up to the day Noah entered the ark. Then the flood came and destroyed them all." (NIV)

We question God's love when we hear about terrifying wars or suffering children caught in the middle of a divorce. We dismiss God's power to heal after our love one dies of cancer. We demand His immediate justice for those who offend us but it never comes. In short, the toxicity of unbelief closes out the existence of God.

This generation is experiencing what I call atheist-like believers. They simply don't believe God is true to His promises. They go to church, mouth the words of the religious and do acts of service but their heart is cold and lifeless.

But God does care and understands our struggles. A God who makes all things work for the good of those who are called by His name. We are in the last days, beloved. Belief in God's existence is vital to our faith. For we live by faith, not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7, NIV).

Beloved, regardless to what our condition or status in life - we must confess God is real. He changes not but remains the same in a world that is constantly changing.

Sometimes I'll look up at the clouds or glance at the trees to remind myself God is in control. He holds back the oceans and causes the sun to rise and dip below the horizon.

His mercy endures forever and so does He.

Saturday, June 4, 2016

A Single Thought

We are commanded to take every thought captive (2 Corinthians 10:5). The word captive in the original means to subdue or lead captive as one does a prisoner.

Even our best thoughts have to be held in check. How many times did we have a good idea but it turned out to be terrible mistake. Remember what Isaiah 55:8 says, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD." (NIV). God's thoughts are far better and higher than our own.

But it's that one single thought that if not dominated by His power can quickly turn on us. The Devil questioned Adam and Eve when tempted to eat from the tree God had forbidden them. Did God say? So the wheels in their heads started to turn on a single seed of doubt regarding what God said was true if they were to disobey. What looked pleasing to the eye and enlightening for the mind to know good and evil seemed better than walking away from a talking snake.

How many times does that single thought play out when we are tempted. Somehow we think if we don't follow through with our thought (and we know it's not good) we just might be missing out on something. We have to know what this or that is like - besides you live only once, right? Tell that to someone who takes drugs for the first time and dies from an overdose. Or the young person who drinks and gets behind the wheel only to kill another driver.

Our sins may not be so dramatic or over the top. We have a lot thoughts but never act on them. Still we allow them free reign to run wild in our heads. Those who study the mind are not clear about the neurological and chemical interactions that go into the formation of thoughts. There is one factor that is not mentioned and that is thoughts can be spiritually influenced and shaped.

And that is why we need the Holy Spirit to help us untangle the knots of thoughts and impressions that will drive us into a path we should not pursue. The Lord is the Spirit of truth that leads us into all truth according to John 16:13. We have to be honest about what we think and ask for His help to interrupt the thought before we act on it.

A simple prayer of help is asking for Him to light up His word in our hearts - for His light will always dispel darkness. Spend time with Him beloved for when we keep His word our hearts and minds are clear and transparent.

Thy word have I hid in mine heart, that I might not sin against thee. Psalms 119:11 (KJV)

Saturday, May 28, 2016

Care And Comfort

No doubt we live in distressing times. The media tells us of wars and famines and horrific events. Leaders and politicians turn divisive and mean spirited. They promise change but it's just all talk.

Some of us work in a stressful environment. Our families are in a crisis and our marriages are tattered and frayed. When we try to read God's word and pray we feel empty and dry. We are too tired to even turn a page! Rather than falling into His peace we are just falling to pieces.

And that is why we need to call out to God for the Holy Spirit to comfort us. To the extent we trust Him for relief is to the measure we rest confidently on His promises. The Lord showed His care for the disciples by saying, "And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever;" (John 14:16). Since the Holy Spirit dwells in us we have access to the Comforter whenever we find ourselves in pain and discomfort.

Beloved, we have to believe God cares for us as an individual and cares about the pressing issues we face. He cares about the unpaid bills and sick child. He cares that where we work fills us with dread and worry. He will make provision for these needs as He determines.

All He desires is we simply ask Him for more of Him.

Often in distressful times a particular pattern of how we try to fix things emerges but it only make matters worse. When we stop long enough to ask the Comforter to calm a racing heart and troubled mind - God steps in and commands order and peace. Yes, order and peace when things are shattered and seemingly irreparable.

Let's learn to lean back as the beloved disciple did on Jesus' chest to hear His heartbeat. It will steady our own hearts to know all is well. God is with me. He loves me. I'm cared and comforted by His Spirit. No matter my condition or state He is for me and not against me.

Don't be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be discouraged, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you. I will hold you up with my victorious right hand. Isaiah 41:10 (NLT)





Saturday, May 21, 2016

Shameless Persistence

The disciples asked Jesus to teach them how to prayer (Luke 11:1-13). He starts with what has been called the Lord's prayer but in truth it's a template or outline for the disciples and us to follow.

Then the Lord transitions from the "how" of prayer to the substance of meaningful prayer.

True prayer takes shameless persistence. Jesus gives an illustration of a friend in need asking for help. "I say unto you, Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity he will rise and give him as many as he needeth" (Luke 11:18). The word importunity in the original means "shameless or unembarrassed" persistency.

Too often we don't ask the Lord for the most personal and intimate needs in our lives. We may feel foolish. Perhaps we don't think it matters to Him or it's too painful to put in words the deepest need of our heart.

I remember a time when I felt ashamed to ask God to heal me of a disease that I brought on myself through foolish choices. But the Lord instructed me to ask big and bold. The Lord taught me to press into Him though everything went contrary to what I thought including the voices of others who may agreed. You made your bed and now lie in it! But I'm reminded of Jesus who said to the paralyzed man that his sins were forgiven and to get up! (Matthew 9:6).

Beloved, when we ask God in faith no matter how difficult and hard the request - He is pleased to grant us what He desires. I believe faith moves the heart of God that He unlocks the door to blessings we don't deserve but nonetheless are richly bestowed on those who have learned to ask shamelessly - even while feeling small and too ashamed to ask.

So ask big and shamelessly bold my brothers and sisters. Remember the purpose of prayer is not so much getting an answer but rather a greater revelation of the heart of God. He is good - all the time - life is not but He remains faithful to us - to the very end.

One day we look at Him face to face. None of the prayers answered or unanswered will matter as much as that single look of love in His eyes. All His interactions in our lives - the times He got up and unlocked the door to so many blessings - only to open heaven to us!





Saturday, May 14, 2016

A Good, Good Father

A good father provides and protects his family. The role of the protector and provider is not measured by financial resources or brute strength. When a father can defend his child who has failed or make a sacrificial provision when the child can not contribute is the mark of a good, good father.

I think of my own father who provided for us. He earned enough to bring food to the table and pay the mortgage. And on a rare occasion he would show the side of a defender which made me stand in awe of him. There was unspoken lines you never crossed like disrespecting Mom and that's when his stronger side was expressed.

Only today did I remind myself that God is a good, good Father. My wife and I were given an estimate to repair our car after an accident. We sank in our chairs in disbelief. Yesterday on a rainy afternoon I looked down for something and glanced up to see I was inches from the driver's bumper in front of us.

In my low state, I took comfort in a God who does not berate and demean as some fathers do when angry or disappointed. His love for me has not changed in a life that has been littered with failure and broken promises. So I grasp the thread of faith that says even in this mess God can protect and defend me. Why? Simply because I'm his son and He loves me. So I took this opportunity as a teaching moment. If He's chastening me then it's for my good and it makes me love Him even more.

Luke 15:20 speaking of the prodigal says, "So he got up and went to his father. But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him (italics mine); he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him."

Beloved, no matter our state or condition. No matter our personal history tainted by failures. Regardless to our poor choices and daily stumbles - God is a good, good Father. His eyes are not on our sins and failures. His eyes are on His sons and daughter who sees afar and runs to meet them.

If you had a father who failed to protect and defend you - God will take up your cause and defend you. Hold to this promise.

Even if my father and mother abandon me, the LORD will hold me close (Psalms 27:10, NIV).


Saturday, May 7, 2016

Graven Images

Exodus 20:4 tells us that "Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth:" (KJV).

No doubt we live in a culture driven by image. One website indicates that last year some $62.46 billion U.S. dollars was spent on cosmetics. Another website cited the 2016 revenue for pornography was $13.33 billion dollars. Think of the many reality shows and competitions on television promising people they will be the next greatest musician or entertainer.

We have an innate desire to worship God. However, as fallen creatures, worship can easily be turned downward and inward so that an individual's talent is the primary focus.

And that is the problem with images. Since an image is only a mere representation or likeness, it lacks true substance. How many recording artists change their image to appear relevant but their real character continues to degrade often ending in a tragic death.

The other problem with images is the issue of sameness. We are often drawn to something familiar and comfortable even though the image in itself seems opposite of what we think or feel about ourselves.

When we construct such a mental image we become blind to our God given abilities and strengths. We undermine our potential for what seems to be a more perfect representation of something more attractive and desirable. Apostle Paul said it very well when speaking about his call and position in the community of believers. He smashed any impression they built in their imagination when he said "...by the grace of God I am what I am..." (I Corinthians 15:10).

Images will always be false and faulty because they are an impression of our ever changing desires. In contrast, true worship of God requires us to worship in the Spirit of truth. We can not see God so we must perceive Him by faith which is why He mandated that no graven image be constructed. God was not to be worshipped by something man manipulated into a palpable image. God is Other and is never confined by human imagination.

I believe this is the key to dismantling a graven (impressed) image...we must be authentic and real as shaped by God's grace. His grace is always sufficient when we are deficient.

Beloved, we have this promise in 2 Corinthians 3:18 that says, "And we all, who with unveiled faces contemplate the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his image with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit."

It's not us shaping ourselves into some glamorous image but Christ the great Potter molding us into His glorious image!







Saturday, April 30, 2016

Joy In The Journey

Recently I've been more aware of my feet. I think of the many miles that have I traveled in this lifetime. Places my feet have taken me in Africa, Brazil and Europe. The many towns, villages and cities and the various landscapes of valleys, oceansides and hills that I have trodden.

Perhaps thinking of my feet is a result of the upcoming medical procedure to stop a leaking valve in my left leg. Or it could be the bone weariness of getting up and going through a day where stress and pressure of work greets you at the first ring of the phone. And even on the best days like Saturday when my wife and I travel to visit small New England towns that same tiredness seems to follow.

At 47 I'd think that my energy level should not be diminishing. After all I exercise at least twice a day and have a regular devotional time with God in the morning. So why does it feel like any measure of strength seems to bleed out?

The Scripture tells us that the joy of the Lord is our strength (Nehemiah 8:10) and joy comes in the morning (Psalms 30:5). At times I've awaken with a sense of gladness and a smile brightens my face - usually at the sound of birds singing on a warm spring day. Life outside my window is stirring and the energy of that alones brings joy to my heart. Yes, I'm still breathing and alive and assuredly as His mercy is new every morning so too can I experience His unfolding joy.

But the strength of joy in this life's journey must be sustainable. There will be a day when the birds don't sing and winter season brings a death grip. When life's unexpected twist and turns steal any joy and tempt one to be bitter and angry.

Then I read Hebrews 12:2 that says, "Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God." (KJV). The ugliness and shame of the cross did not take the joy from the Son of God rather He looked past it - to see us today - and that is what filled His heart with unspeakable joy.

We can go through anything and endure everything when the source of our joy is Christ. It requires us to fix our eyes on Him and not on earthly things. Joy should not be a weary work but a light and satisfying experience of which I'm learning in this life's journey this Scripture: Cast your cares upon Him for He cares for you! (I Peter 5:7).

I know there will be a day when I see Him face to face and fullness of joy will be mine. Until then I must learn joy is a choice despite the weariness because I must learn to look past what I see to whom I must see - and that makes a difference in a lighter step in the journey.

Saturday, April 23, 2016

Overcoming A Perceived Fear Of Failure

Of the many fears we face in a lifetime, the fear of failure - real or perceived - seems to be the strongest fear we encounter.

It can cause some to retreat and avoid risks. But sadly these individuals miss out on the rewards that others discover when pushing past a fear full of anxious questions about the unknown. Think of how the world changed when Leif Ericson followed by Christopher Columbus sailed to the Americas against the popular belief the world was flat. Go too far and you will fall off the earth!

For believers, the fear of failure is a weapon the Enemy often uses to prevent us from talking about Christ to our co-workers or neighbors. What will they think? Will they react badly? What happens when I have a bad day and don't act much like a Christian?

This same fear of failure is used to keep us from pressing into Him. We say and do things (more often in private) that make us feel like failures. Especially when we have done well for a while but then something happens and we find ourselves in a familiar pit of self recrimination.

We have the example of Peter who denied Christ not just once but three times. What is interesting is Jesus never talks about it when meeting Peter after the resurrection. He simply asked Peter (note three times) if he loved Him (John 21:15).

I believe this is key to overcoming any fear especially perceived fears. Perceived fears are not so much evident but are more felt like dark, thick shadows clouding out the light in our minds to see and understand accurately. It's that "what if" question that causes us to fear what may not be true or known.

The key to overcoming this fear is not running through endless questions but asking ourselves do we love Him more especially when we fail?

The Scriptures tells us that perfect (mature) love cast out fear (1 John 4:18). The true test to overcoming the fear of failure and when we actually do fail is that we respond to Him in love. Quite the opposite of what we normally do when we sink low. We often work harder, make promises and do all sorts of religious exercises to be right with God.

That is why we must not only confess our sins but confess that we love Him - not based on what we did or did not do - but because he first loved us.

Returning to Him our love and devotion will displace perceived fears that disfigure and disgrace our relationship with Him. Love matures and grows. It becomes bolder to push past whispers of perceived fears to see the reality of Christ who is for us and not against us. So we can say together: I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. (Philippians 4:13 KJV).

Saturday, April 16, 2016

How Can It Be?

Most of our prayers are rebuttals.

Vocabulary.com states a rebutal is "When two people debate, one of them makes an argument, and the other follows with a rebuttal, which, plainly put, is the "no, you're wrong and this is why" argument." Also, in law, rebuttal is a form of evidence that is presented to contradict or nullify other evidence that has been presented by an adverse party (Wikipedia).

Some of us are not that bold to tell God no but rather we offer a litany of excuses and dismissals to what He had already promised us.

Take the example of Zechariah who questioned the angel when hearing the news his wife will have a child (Luke 1:18). He reasoned that they were past their prime. How can it be? In turn, the angel's rebuttal was Zechariah would be mute until the child was born because he refused to believe the good news (verse 20).

On the other hand we have the example of Mary who is told that though she is a virgin and unmarried will bear a Child. There was a remarkable difference in her response than that of Zechariah. When she asked how can this be (Luke 1:34) she was asking by what means will this be made possible. Again, she was not arguing that it wasn't impossible but through what means will it be made possible? To which the angel responded through the Holy Ghost (verse 35).

When we are fixed and rooted by our human reasoning like Zechariah then we are rebutting God's ability to act on our behalf. In contrast, remember Abraham who believed God that he would have a heir and be a father of many nations to which he was credited as being righteous (Genesis 15:6).

How often do we argue with God to why something isn't the way we see it or want it to be but He patiently in turns provides evidence (rebuttal) to the contrary - not that God is compelled to answer our fleshly desires - but according to His own desire and design.

At times we can state so firmly the reasons to why we struggle - it's in our family history or personal experience with a trail of bad choices as evidence - but still such arguments are root in a spirit of unbelief. Always at the core of unbelief is selfishness the very substance of what makes sin so insidious.

Beloved, yes the Lord wants us to engage in meaningful and purposeful prayer where we may present questions but it should lead us to a place of trust and rest in His ways. We must believe The Lord knows how to satisfy us with an answer we never expected or a response that is beyond our comprehension.

Questions tend to circle back to more questions in an endless and weary cycle but if we release those questions to Him then we will find rest and peace for our troubled minds.

Then we can be open to impossibilities becoming reality just as Mary did - she asked only one question and received a single response. So the matter was settled.

Let us respond as Mary to the angel. "I am the Lord's servant," Mary answered. "May your word to me be fulfilled." Then the angel left her. (Luke 1:38 NIV).

Saturday, April 9, 2016

No More Diminished Life Part 2

There is a well known American pastor whose messages and writings speak much about prosperity and well being. I've listened and read a few words from his books which made me feel an undercurrent of discontentment. Why don't I have more money? Stronger health? A bright and optimistic future? Don't I have faith to believe God for bigger and greater things?

Yes, believers should experience blessings to the measure the Lord determines.

However, such experiences of bliss in the natural are never to be compared to the higher and greater spiritual blessings God promises us.

Beloved, needs and desires are temporal but the dealings of God in our lives is eternal. An automobile will need maintenance and fuel to run. Housing requires paying monthly rent or a mortgage. The body ages and as such it grows tired, ill and is subject to death. Whatever relief or blessing we receive from His hand should be enough for the hour.

Teachings of an abundant Christian life should not cause us to be discontent or greedy but rather humble and grateful, especially when we consider the deep poverty and horrific suffering felt around the world.

Ephesians 1:3 says, "Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who hath blessed us with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ:" (KJV). The word blessing in the original is eulogeĆ³ which means "good word". We must hold to the truth that God is good - both when we are well and when we are sick. Life can be unkind and harsh but His word to us is always good. So too is His report over our lives as Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." NIV).

True abundant life is a life filled with the presence of God not material things. It's understanding the truth of who and what we are in relationship to Christ as Ephesians chapter 1 describes. We are chosen (verse 4) and adopted (verse 5). We are redeemed and forgiven (verse 7) as a result of God's rich grace. These truths enrich our lives no matter the condition or state we find ourselves.

Beloved, we do well if we don't compare to those who have more goods and blessings. It does not mean our lives are diminished or impoverished. Often God blesses to illustrate His mercy and kindness to lead us to repentance. Sadly, some mistaken such prosperity and abundance as God's approval to remain unchanged and unchallenged in areas of their hearts given to sinful behaviors. They don't fully understand the moment of blessing will cease with a swift judgment to follow.

Better to be lean and hungry for Christ then full and deceived from the passing pleasures of this earthly life. Trust in His goodness my dear sister and brother. God will not leave us without provision or protection because He is a good Father. A satisfied and full life is not found in material possession but possessing the Spirit of Christ as our one true reward.

Let us say with Paul, "Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me." (Philippians 3:12 NIV).

When God takes hold of us...we learn to release the things we hold so tightly...only to find a greater life. Full and enriched.







Saturday, April 2, 2016

No More Diminished Life

Jesus tells us in John 10:10 that "The thief cometh not, but for to steal, and to kill, and to destroy: I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." (KJV). Imagine a life that exceeds our expectations! A life overflowing and abundant!

But a single glance in the mirror is telling. Our aging face shows lines of worry and distress. We can't help but to notice our lips slightly turn downward in an expression of sorrow or sadness. And those eyes that once danced and sparkled with youthful vigor are dimmed by a life we would never imagined or wanted. We turn away to face the walls where we live and how we live and it feels anything but abundant but rather confining and diminishing.

Yesterday's bright hopes and dreams have long disappeared under the layers of dismissal and denial. So why bother resurrecting bone-dried desires? It will be too painful to stir passions into a warm flame.

At least that is how Martha and Mary must have felt when their brother Lazarus died. Leave him alone. He's at rest. And after four days of being dead any chance of life was long gone.

Perhaps the verse in John 11:25 is a greater comfort for those who feel dead inside though functionally living. Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead (emphasis mine), yet shall he live (John 11:25 KJV). Moments later Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead.

So too I believe the Lord desires to bring us out of our self imposed tombs. Namely, unbelief that simply does not trust God with the most fragile and intimate places in our hearts. There is a risk in trusting but with God we can never be disappointed. All that He does in our lives is good and for our good.

And so we come to the question Jesus asked Martha. "...and whoever lives by believing in me will never die. Do you believe this?" John 11:26 NIV)

Do we believe He cares?
Do we believe He loves us?
Do we believe He can speak to our deaden hearts to come to life again?

If we believe...we live.

Saturday, March 26, 2016

Rest For The Weary

Isaiah 32:2 says "And a man shall be as an hiding place from the wind, and a covert from the tempest; as rivers of water in a dry place, as the shadow of a great rock in a weary land." (KJV). Sometimes God does not change our geographic location or our jobs which may cause us to be tired and frustrated. He does not want us to abandon our family members or find new friends, just yet.

Rather in this weary place with its worn out relationships He promises we will flourish.

The Lord says in Isaiah 43:19, "See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland." (NIV).

We have the example of Hagar the maidservant of Sarah. She knew of God's supernatural provision in a dry and weary land. Hagar took her son and ran into the wilderness to get away from Sarah. There in that howling wasteland God helped Hagar. It says, "Then God opened her eyes and she saw a well of water. So she went and filled the skin with water and gave the boy a drink." (Genesis 21:19, NIV).

At times God has to open our eyes to see when our vision has dropped to looking down at our feet. We can't seem to take another step as much as we will ourselves. It's in moments like these the Holy Spirit will whisper in our hearts this poignant Scripture. Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. (Colossians 3:2, NIV).

This past Thursday I clocked about ten hours at work to stay current with my job but found myself growing more frustrated and resentful. I requested Friday off but it required that I complete all work due Friday not just today. In the end, I had to ask for help which put a burden on my co-workers. In those hours all I could do was keep plugging away task after task until my mind grew so weary I had to stop. I found myself asking, "Is this all there is to this job? In this life...?"

I'm comforted that our lives moves in seasons - God is writing and editing the chapters our existence - and so it means this place or moment is not forever - those dry and weary places. Remember He is the resurrection and the life. What was considered dead He can breath life into it.

Beloved, this Easter recall the promise that will carry you through this and any dry place. And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of his Spirit who lives in you. (Romans 8:11 NIV).

Even now ask for the Spirit of Life to quicken your body - yes, your very bones - and His power will not only refresh you but change that very dry place into a flourishing garden.