Are You Sure?

Before leaving for the East Coast, a friend teasingly said, "Are you sure?"

I knew there will be many unknown things that I'd encounter that might cause me to doubt the decision to leave the Pacific Northwest. Already my wife and I have encountered the high cost of traveling, looking for a place to live and even dinning out. A glance at our credit card charges was discouraging.

Money matters aside, I turned to the Lord, in complete surrender. There is only so much information, research, calling and making inquires can go in finding the best deals and values. Only the Lord can provide what He determines best for us. It requires trust in His providence.

Today we walked through an apartment that is in poor condition. I couldn't believe that a person living 14 years in the place would leave it in such a state. My eyes tried to envision fresh painted walls and scrubbed toilet and sinks and updated kitchen counters but I couldn't see past the mess.

And that is why we live by faith, not by sight (2 Corinthians 5:7). What we see can stir doubt and fear because it seems so real, so factual and even fatal, but God sees things differently. God sees the start and finish of our personal transformation while our vision is limited to the present. If we could see what rewards await for those who trust Him, it would astound us!

What I know for sure is God loves me. He truly cares for my welfare and will not fail to provide. Perhaps, it might not be in the way I see fit or suites my comfort level, but He always satisfies.

I'm assured His presence is with me.